Mera man

Hi,
Posting my other poem today. Again it is all about ups and downs, likes and dislikes and many mixed feelings which I usually feel in this phase of life. Some says it is due to my age but I really do not think so. I think this confusion will always remain for me. I think that there is no any phase in life when someone says "Ok this is what I wanted and now I am satisfied". But still you never know. Please have a read

???????????????????Mera man kyon???????????????????

Mera man kyon bhatkaya jaaye ni maaye,
Mera man kyon.....

Kade age nu eh jaanda,
Kade piche di eh soche,
Khaure adhi adhi raati uth kis nu eh loche,
Katon aj di na samajh ehnu aave ni maaye,
Mera man kyon.....

Kade milne nu kare,
Kade vichadana chahunda,
Kade kale hi eh beh ke rehnda geet gungunaonda,
Hun changi kyon lagdi judaayi ni maaye,
Mera man kyon.....

Kade rishte banaunda,
Kade door othon bhaje,
Kade pehli mulaakati haye lakhan khwab kaje,
Kyon na samjhe eh gallan di gehrai ni maaye,
Mera man kyon.....

Kade hasne nu kare,
Kade ghaman val dole,
Kyon eh khushian de vich hun gham nu farole,
Hun khushian ton kyon katraaye ni maaye,
Mera man kyon.....

Kade sab kuch jaane,
Kade kuch vi na aave,
Aje kuch ni aaunda ehnu kaun samjhave,
Kyo nikki jehi sojh te itraave ni maaye,
Mera man kyon.....

Kade paana sab chahe,
Kade kuch vi na mange,
Uhnan rahaan valon jaave jithon kade vi naa lange,
Koi cheez hun dil na lubhaye ni maaye,
Mera man kyon.....

Chad shayra ve tere das kaun akhe lage,
Ihnaan khayalan nu eyon soch kyon ne hanju vehan lage,
Bas razaa vich rehnaa ehnu aaje ni maaye,
Mera man kyon.....
Mera man kyon bhatkaya jaaye ni maaye,
Mera man kyon.....
Mera man kyon.....
Mera man kyon.....

Bikram